&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“朋友这么问也容易被人误会啊。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫哭笑不得：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“行了，反正具体是谁我还在斟酌，你就回去准备角色就行了……哦对，还有你这一口东北话，赶紧把普通话给纠正过来，这次是要原声录音的。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林更新点点头：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嗯，好。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一根烟抽完，俩人走了进去。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp重新坐在了电视机前。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“获得最佳原创剧本的电影是……戴利忍、陈文斌《不能没有你》，恭喜。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“第46届金马奖最佳美术设计奖的获得者是：李天爵，《脸》。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“金马奖最佳造型设计……《脸》……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一个又一个和《风声》有关的奖项花落别人家。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林更新不由得皱起了眉头。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他扭头看了一眼许鑫。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一片平静。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp想了想，他问道：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“老许，你不急啊？”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“急什么？”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫看起来真的挺澹定的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这让林更新似乎更不解了一些。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我感觉《脸》那电影看着贼沉闷，一点意思都没有……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“所以获得的不是什么重要奖项嘛。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫笑了笑：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你知道参加金鸡奖的时候，同样提名了美术设计的时候，被别人拿了奖，郭导怎么和我说的么？我安慰郭导，我说郭导，没事的……郭导直接告诉我，人家已经有三座金鸡奖杯了。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“《风声》按照张导的话来讲，它的所有精华，其实都在群像戏的角色上面。不然，它也不至于能在金马奖上拿到双女主角的提名。但它的上限也就在女主角身上。所以……包括最佳影片，我都没什么特殊的期待。唯一能紧张的，也就女主角这个奖了。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一边说，他一边耸肩。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可林更新却问道：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“可金马奖很少给双黄蛋啊……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“所以说，就看谁发挥更优秀呗。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看着电视机里的颁奖典礼，许鑫的话就如同预言一般，在接下来的视觉效果、摄影两个奖项上面，《风声》依旧颗粒无收。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp仿佛注定是陪跑一样。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp接着，金马奖又是终身成就奖，又是杰出电影、杰出电影人奖之类的，外加歌手登台献艺，主持人幽默主持等等，在进行了接近一个小时20分钟后，终于轮到了最佳女主角奖的颁发。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而许鑫的腰，也终于挺了起来。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp颁奖嘉宾是舒琪、以及吴颜祖。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp其实整晚来讲，大陆的电影都占据了整个金马奖的半壁江山。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但所有人都知道……金马奖最重头的几个奖项，终于要来了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp舒琪对于金马奖而言，确实不陌生。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以一上来，她就掌握住了话语权，因为吴颜祖在本届金马奖凭借《如梦》这部电影，是收获了最佳男主角的提名的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但明眼人都看得出来，对比其他提名的张佳辉、黄勃、陈文斌而言，他并没有什么机会。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哪怕《如梦》还没上映。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但从演员本身而言，吴颜祖人帅是真的帅。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但演技要说能拿捏住其他三个人，那纯粹是痴人说梦了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以，舒琪上来就开玩笑的说，让吴颜祖先来发表一下获奖感言吧。反正最佳男主角他也没什么机会……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫也看不出来俩人事先有没有对过词。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp反正吴颜祖对这个玩笑挺无语的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp机会小归小，说出来就没意思了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但他也不傻，顺坡下驴：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我的获奖感言就是：先让我们来看看最佳女主角的提名吧。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp台下。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp杨蜜和梁冰凝的手已经握在了一起。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《阳阳》、张榕荣。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《如梦》、袁泉。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《风声》、杨蜜。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《风声》、梁冰凝。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp每一个提名者的片段出现时，现场都会爆发出一阵阵的掌声。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp很快，四个人在现场的画面出现在了大荧幕上。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“咕都……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫下意识的咽了口口水。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而林更新听到了这动静后，扭头看了一眼许鑫。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刚才还一脸澹定的老许，此时此刻的眼睛已经直勾勾的盯着电视机，一眨不眨……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp双手已经握紧了拳头。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《如梦》，许鑫没看过。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不过从片花上来看，袁泉的表演似乎还挺有感染力的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《阳阳》仅在弯弯上映，但DVD出来的早，特地给许鑫带来了一份。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫看完后，就直接PASS掉了张榕荣。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只能说她努力了，但演技的底子在那摆着。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp至少他的感官之下，很一般。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而金马奖向来就是出了名的公平公正。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这也是为什么大陆的演员如此看重这个奖项的原因。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp公平、公平代表着权威。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他们可不是分猪肉。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而是正儿八经的延续了欧洲三大那一套。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp虽然有些时候也有失偏颇，但大部分时候都是瑕不掩瑜。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以，其实这个角色的竞争就只是《如梦》和《风声》来争。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp讲道理……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp二打一……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp手里握着17张牌……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp应该不会被秒吧？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp带着这个想法，随着心跳加速而产生的紧张情绪，此时此刻舒琪那拆开信封的动作，让刚才还心情无比平稳的许鑫此时此刻焦躁的如同深陷无尽炼狱。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp热到不行。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp焦躁到不行。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp如果姐姐能拿到金马奖影后……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那么……她以后的道路，讲完全不同！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不管取得什么样的成绩，都不会再有任何争议……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp况且以她的知名度来看，这个奖项一定能让她重回事业的巅峰！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所以……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp到底是谁？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp奶奶的，早知道去现场了啊！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp原来在电视机前等待结果的滋味……竟然这么难熬！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp现场。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp感受到了握着自己手的力度，杨蜜快速扭头看了一眼梁冰凝。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp接着回过了头来，继续望着拆信封的舒琪。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你倒是快点啊，咋那么墨迹呢。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我还着急回家看孩子呢……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哎呀。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp早知道不来了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp拆个信封你那么慢干嘛？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你撕开行不行？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这姐姐捏的快疼死我了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她眨了眨眼……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不理解梁冰凝干嘛那么紧张。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一个金鸡影后都拿了，金马以后有的是机会。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp第一次来，就当重在参与了呗？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp咋那么激动呢？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这手劲大的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我这个练武的都比不上你。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而就在这股无语的疼痛中，终于，舒琪打开了信封。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看了一眼后，往旁边一递：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“获得第四十六届金马奖最佳女主角的获奖者是……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她说完，吴颜祖看着信封同样凑近了麦克风：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“《风声》……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“！”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp梁冰凝眼睛勐然睁大。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嘶……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp杨蜜嘴角一抽，倒吸了一口凉气。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“《风声》……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“彭！”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp当听到电影名字那一刹那，许鑫只感觉到仿佛时光都停滞了一般。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp脑海里不知道谁放了一颗大烟花。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp《风声》的谁？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp谁？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他举着的拳头勐然就要往高处冲。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp然后……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp同一时间，电视机前和金马奖的颁奖典礼现场，同时响起了一个声音：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“杨蜜，恭喜！”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“冬冬……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp激昂的音乐声中，四个画面里属于杨蜜的那个镜头框勐然放大。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp梁冰凝脸上的期待勐然凝固。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可不到一秒钟，凝固的表情就变成了笑意和恭喜。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不由分说，她直接拦住了还在那眨眼，发呆的杨蜜：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“蜜蜜！恭喜！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“呃……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp杨蜜愣了愣……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只觉得这一声在自己耳朵边上的动静，震的她这会儿嗡嗡的。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不过……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp被梁冰凝这一声给喊回神的她这时候才反应过来。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刚才……好像喊的是我的名字？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“快快快，去领奖了。”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这时，梁冰凝又催促了起来。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp杨蜜本能的站了起来。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一时间竟然觉得灯光有些刺眼。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp然后……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她看到了四面八方那些对她鼓掌的人。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看到了黄勃、看到了梁冰凝、看到了宁皓……还看到了张子怡……还有今天不知道为什么，和冰冰姐一起过来的那个叫王学昕的老演员……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许多人都在看着她。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp眼里是各种各样的情绪。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她都读的懂。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只是大脑一时无法分辨。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而或许是因为她站着呆若木鸡的模样有些突兀，台上的舒琪一边鼓掌，一边喊道：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“杨蜜小姐，上来领奖啦~恭喜！”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp杨蜜勐然回神。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看了一眼舞台上对她招手的嘉宾，赶紧点点头，提着裙子在掌声中朝着舞台上面走去。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而走了几步……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp忽然，她扭头看了一眼摄影机……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp脑子里蹦出了一条必须要说的获奖感言：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“暖暖、阳阳，妈妈在这里要感谢爸爸，感谢爸爸给妈妈拿到了这个很重要的奖项。而在这里，我要把这个奖送给你们俩……”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哈。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这么说……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp应该很有趣！&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp想到这，她眼里的所有呆滞与木讷消失不见，取而代之的是一片灵动的迫不及待。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而在远隔千里的燕京……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫就没她那么多有的没的了。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp当听到“杨蜜”这俩字的一瞬间……&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“YES！”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他高高举起了双手：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“YES!YES!YES!”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所有心情，化作了往事的一幕，以及看过的一部电影里印象最深刻的台词：&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“姐姐，是我先拿个最佳导演，还是你先拿个影后回来？”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“霍元甲霍元甲，你嘛时候是津门第一啊？”&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp嘛时候？&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp许鑫不自觉的咧嘴一乐。&lt/p&gt

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“就在今天！”&lt/p&gt