“老公…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp咱们为什么突然要跑到这种破地方住啊。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华轻轻地依偎着林扬，一副温顺的模样。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这才是体验生活！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬笑嘻嘻地说道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot可是我还不想住在这里啊，咱们还是回去吧。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华皱眉，她真心不喜欢这种生活，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在这里住着，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp总有一种压抑的感觉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这种感觉，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp让她有一种透不过气的感觉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你放心吧，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我一定会保护好你的，你不要害怕。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只有在这里呆久一点，你才会慢慢地适应的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp等到你彻底适应了，你就知道在这里住着有多舒服了。&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬拍了拍刘丽华的肩膀，说道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot嗯…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp既然老公决定了，那我也就没有什么话可说了。&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到林扬的解释，刘丽华也只能够点头。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她知道自己的性格太软弱了，所以林扬不管怎么说，自己都是会听从他的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp过几天我要去国外一趟，见见那个威廉。他是咱们公司最大的国外客户，一定得把他牢牢地控制在手心里。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这次，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我可能得在那边多待些日子了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬突然向着刘丽华说道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老公…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你又要走了？&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到林扬这句话，刘丽华的脸上露出一抹失落的神情，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp现在的她，真的是越来越离不开林扬了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot没办法…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp谁叫国外是咱们的发展重心呢！

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只要咱们控制住了威廉，整个西方三分之一的客户，都会是咱们的了！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬轻叹道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot好吧…&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到林扬的话，刘丽华只能答应下来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“那个…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp老公…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我想要一个孩子…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp咱俩的孩子…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可以吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华红着脸看着林扬说道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这件事情…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp以后再说吧，咱们现在得以事业为主。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬笑了笑，岔开了话题。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到林扬这番话，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华的俏脸一变，显得颇为黯然。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp自从两个人领了结婚证之后，林扬一直以事业为由不肯要孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可是，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华一直想给林扬生一个他们俩的孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听着林扬一如既往的回应，刘丽华的美目开始泛泪了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp现在的她，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp真的很委屈。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp甚至，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp有时候她都怀疑，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是不是林扬只是在玩弄自己，所以才不肯要孩子的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp因为这种疑虑，让刘丽华的心里一直有一股莫名的不安和恐惧。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她害怕林扬哪一天真得把自己抛弃了，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp就像像电视剧里那样。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你怎么了？&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp见到刘丽华突然滴了几滴眼泪泪，林扬突然不知所措了慌乱起来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他不知道自己哪里说错了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot我没事的。&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华摇头，强忍着眼眶里的泪水，硬挤出一丝微笑说道

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老公

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你要是不愿意要孩子的话

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那我们就不要孩子吧。&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“老婆…

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我…”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听着刘丽华委屈的话语，看着她的表情，林扬也不知道该怎么解释了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他知道刘丽华在想什么，可是自己并不想要孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不是不想要孩子，而是不敢要属于他们俩的孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp因为他害怕

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp害怕自己突然遭遇不测，留下一个拖累刘丽华的孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那样的话，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他这辈子恐怕都难心安。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp毕竟，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp自己现在树敌太多，随时随地都会被别人暗算了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他现在不想让刘丽华跟着担惊受怕，所以，他只能够选择暂时隐瞒刘丽华，让她安稳度过剩下的半生。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他不是傻瓜，也知道刘丽华对于自己的感情，他能够感受得到，刘丽华是真的爱他。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这一段感情是非常珍贵的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他也是爱着刘丽华，并且很珍惜刘丽华，所以，他并不希望刘丽华为自己担惊受怕，为自己牵肠挂肚，甚至是为了自己而做出任何牺牲。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot老婆，对不起。&quot

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬伸手抱住刘丽华，低头吻向刘丽华的唇。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这个吻，并没有激起刘丽华的热情。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp刘丽华只是愣愣地看着林扬，眼泪却止不住地滑落下来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬心疼地擦拭掉刘丽华的眼泪。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&quot傻老婆，你不要哭，我会心疼的，我会永远爱你的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp等那边的事情办妥之后，咱们立刻要孩子。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林扬柔声说道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到林扬的话，刘丽华重重地点了点头。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这段时间，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她已经看淡了一些东西。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp现在的她，